I wanna go home

It feels like, I've walked too far from where I should be
Sejak awal nyampe ke sini rasanya kayak hati mati
Udah lima bulan, sifat childish kubiarin aja'
mau menang sendiri, egois, ngaco, manja, asal nyeplos, ngetawain orang, boros.
Tiap hari.... sampai lupa caranya jadi bijak
Lupa akan mati..
Lupa ilmu hidup yang manfaat.
Kayak kembali jatuh
Euphoria negeri baru yang cantik, Ah terlena.
Jadi bodoh..
Too much laugh
Too much selfishness
Start to enjoy being a fool.
Bukan juga sampai yang aneh-aneh sih..
I didn't go to any pub, nor watched something prohibited, neither do I have a relationship with somebody then it went wild or what..
It's still on the right track.
It is just I feel like I don't know what I'm doing.
More than that, It is just like I've been a fool because I do too much childish things.
And I don't realize that it might hurt someone else or bring problems to my life, I guess.
Kayak asal jalan gak pake mikir.
Gak bijak sama sekali.
Gak dewasa.
Sementara itu orang-orang di sekitar mulai jadi keren, bijak, bermanfaat..
bener-bener terlena sama euphoria..

I've walked too far..

I wanna go home.